Is it sad that I don’t even know what it’s like to be happy anymore? Seriously I’ve forgotten the feeling and it sucks. I hate the feelings that I have now, they’re so negative. I’d do anything to be happy again, to feel the way I use to, to be with the people that made me smile so hard it hurt. I miss all of my friends and especially my Bestfriends more than anything and my family of course. I just want to have that part of me back again.
